Before she deletes it

and 21 chapters later
you're still stuck on the intro


smoking cigarrettes in different corners
We're too busy looking up
instead of looking for each other

wake up and repeat your mistakes
just so you can say nothing changes

stub out memories
and fabricate new ones out of moon and air

I can't hear what you're saying
because my head is always on maximum

I'll blame it on you
because we both know it's my fault
I'll blame it on you
because you want me to

if only I could mold me
like I mold you
we would both be happy

21 chapters later
and you're still stuck